It's only suffering if you choose to suffer, right?

[1xstrawxplease]

"What i want is to be needed.
What i need is to be indispensable to somebody. Who i need is somebody that will eat up all my free time, my ego, my attention. Somebody addicted to me. A mutual addiction.
It's the same was a drug can be something good and something bad."
-Choke, Chuck Palahniuk. Pg. 213

Comments

[nvrwilbstrtedge]

enjoyment my friend, live it up.

[1xstrawxplease]

uhh.. not quite?

[nvrwilbstrtedge]

im sorry you dont see it that way

[1xstrawxplease]

lol.. me too?

[__________touch]

i called you to say goodnight.
no one answered.
just.... let go.
and i'm not saying because of our situation or whatever,
but you don't need a -someone- to be happy.
i know i've said it 90287594 times but it's true...
you have learn to say "fuck it" and learn how to be happy with yourself.

you're not the dark center of the universe... like you think
i need to see you better.
you need to love yourself before anyone else can.
it's cliche, yes, and i'm sorry, but it's true.
i can't love you for you, and love you myself at the same time.

i wish i could do it for you.
but at the same time i don't.
learning to be "okay" without someone has made me grow up + into who i am today.
and i wouldn't change it for the world.

that book, though, is awesome.
my favorite of his is lullaby.

...i wish i had more to say.

[1xstrawxplease]

i found something too beautiful in you to ever let go.
[11 Oct 2004|01:28am]
1xstrawxplease

amusing..

[greenday195]

its about whatever you decide its about. there is no real answer. personally i believe its about being happy. if your not happy theres no point in living. so..yea. happieness.