A sure mistake to have typed, I'm sure.

[202391297820]

There is a boy, Stephen, locked away inside of me. I know that some of you knew him and I remember much about him. (Yes, this will be one of those lame entries.) He was always in love, always depressed, yet still always creative--productive. In some ways, by some he was not liked, though--not accepted--and so I've locked that boy away. In his place

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[twilightsgirl]

I miss talking to you.

[202391297820]

Hopefully I can find a solid time to be around in the near future.

[angelicangel]

I am very much the same way.. As bothersome as it is, both are necessary for survival. It's not so much so as deciding which personality is dominate.. it's finding each personality's place. A balance I guess is what I'm trying to say; then it'll just be who you are. I haven't found that balance yet either but I know I have issues to conquer before I can. I'm trying.. that's all one can do, right?

*hug* I think of you.

[202391297820]

I'm guessing people's entire lives go by never finding the balance. Still, the Stephen in me at times despises the Steve this situation has created. And often I don't think he's the only one.

[angelicangel]

No, I've seen people that have found that balance and are extremely productive and happy people. It is very possible to achieve if you work for it

[blayze441]

Don't worry, hun. Things aren't always going to be what we hoped and I know right now things are far from it. But you know things are looking up for us now and eventually the you you want to be will be able to have a more dominant role in the things you do. Did you honestly think either one of us could keep living the way we were accustomed to?

[202391297820]

It's not the same I'm looking for. For now it's just comfortable. In the future I'd like it to be amazing.

[blayze441]

We'll get to comfortable. We'll strive for amazing...