Portrait Of Ruin

[202391297820]

Hi, I’m Stephen, we haven’t met yet. I mean to say, you know some things about me, but you don’t really know who I *am.* This is a problem that I don’t think is understood fully enough in my relationship. I wasn’t a very popular person in my childhood. I was something of the loser of losers, if you will. I was (and in the mind of *those* people,

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[angelicangel]

I never thought you were a loser. I miss talking to you.. I can hardly believe it's been years since we've talked on AIM. Time is strange to feel so long ago but so short at the same time.

[202391297820]

I am just hardly on the computer anymore. Only about two or three times a week and for about an hour at a time. It does suck not getting to talk to people and keep them updated as much as I used to be able to. It's not hard to think of someone as not a loser when you haven't had the chance to be around them. There are many things that can't be conveyed across a computer screen. Few people have met me in person that didn't think I was a loser. To some extent I am actually proud of that...not all of it, but some.

[blayze441]

I think you've done great so far at making something of yourself. You could still be where you were. I love you and keep up the good work, sweetheart.