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hmmm.. so? this was most def. NOT what i wanted to happen on valentine's day.. you see it happen in commercials and it's all romantic and perfect -- but THIS!! no. no. and NO! this was just a complete and total MESS ( Read more... )

right, so what i CAN remember from last night.. is fuckin awesome! *except the part when "i was crying because i love him" and stood outside in the freezing cold & pouring rain with him trying to calm me down >.< gahh ( Read more... )

this is as good as it gets..
and he's as good as they come..
somehow?
i don't know how?
i'll MAKE her see that..

there used to be good times
-i swear..

nothing's quite the same now.
i just say your name now..

but it's nt so bad.
you're only the best i ever had..

*yesterday i was in heaven. i could've sworn i was.. my world came crashing down when i woke up this morning and realized my heaven couldn't last. my heaven "wouldn't work". foolish of me to believe there could be a heaven on earth ( Read more... )

well. i haven't upsated in a while- but i feel that this weekend is far beyond worthy of an update <3 friday night- movies with HIM. then back to the house. until ? almost midnight (he's wonderful in EVERY imaginable way! and after all this time, he STILL amazes me) needless to say, friday was THE best ... and then saturday, slept in til 4pm, ( Read more... )

this is SO not happening.
not NOW.. not HIM.. not
THIS.. (scrrreeeeeaaaam!)

not again

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