So once again I find myself writing in classs. It's so much easier than paying attention to crap I already know. Pers & Com health sucks. I find myself a bit restless lately. as if something was lost to grant the place I am in now. I do not know what, or even if this is real, but the feelings there none the less. I was, for for the first time in a ( Read more... )

Pureheart ~ Khedenet ~ White

You are part of the Khedenet clan, leaders of the
Drakhain.

Strengths: You love people and enjoy being part of
a crowd. You are powerful, but sensible and
caring. You make an excellent leader, and you
are well respected by most who meet you.

Weaknesses: Because of your tendancy to lead you
tend to be a little bit of a ( Read more... )

figures. I've been sitting on a post I hand wrote awhile back and wanted to post, and I just havent had the motivation. then something a bit stinging happened and I felt just crappy enough I wanted to post. then I realised it took me feeling crappy for like 10 seconds to post, while I had been sitting on this good post for days. what does that say ( Read more... )

much to say. too tired. good news to come :-)

I am tired. and I feel a really deep sence of loss. my room was quieter tonight than most nights. I miss the guests. there are other things weighing on my mind already. other things that beg for my attention. soon I will give it over. I have cried my tears and faced the fact that my friend is gone for awhile. there is just the loss of his presence ( Read more... )

I cried today. several times. I don't cry. almost never. but this did it. and in my current state, that shouldent suprise me. he's sleepin in my room right now. we tried to hang out for the night, but we're all exhausted. I'll miss him so very dearly. God bless you jerry. God, help me pull together. help me re-gain the strength and stability I need ( Read more... )

maybie I'm just being a little too emo ( Read more... )

i'm dooin better. I got up today. I had a chat with a friend last night that helped some. we'll see how today goes.

my educational break is almost finished and I am worried. I have taken time off from my usual habits to catch up on work. I have devoted much time to writing and reading, and though I have not neglected time with those I am close to, I fear that my focus has been too much on my work and left me distracted to the needs of those I could have had a ( Read more... )

It's not often I post without a title. a resopnce without a title, I can do that. but I suppose I really don't know how to feel. I was feelin crappy earlier. but I got through that...kinda. I didn't know why I felt this way, but I think I know now. The wisdom given to a friend of mine and the guidance of my God to trust them has helped a great deal ( Read more... )