I had much fun tonight. thanks for letting me help guys. I love problem solving, logic and troubleshooting. I know what we did didn't seem that way to you, but it was all my mind needed for some much needed recreational exercise. plus, I just like to feel useful. Thanks sooo much ( Read more... )

I don't even wanna type about this honestly.

so I won't.
that kinda feels good...
I will pray and goto bed now.
God bless.
J

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I'm dooin better. my friends have helped me alot and pulled me outta alot of stupid crap... not that I didn't have reason to feel like a pile of poop, just that I badly needed to stop. my friends are great. with whatever flaws you have, with all that is you, you are amazingly built. I'm finding that I'm stil feeling conflicted about alot of things ( Read more... )

first of all it must be said: "THIS IS NOT YOUR FAULT ( Read more... )

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I am sooooo not posting my answers, but you really gotta try it! seriously, how often do I put this stuff up? never! this one was dead on though! give it a try!
J

it was a great day. really it was. we got to hang out. we got to spend time together, me and my friends. I couldent ask for more. but nonetheless I come to the end of the day, and face the music. before I go on, I apologise. I really have no right to complain. and I know it's not rational or fair. but it's how I feel anyway... I find myself at the ( Read more... )

can I second K. Sue on her earlier post? It is a beautiful day. it's also a rainy poor-weather, full to the brim day, but beautiful none the less. few things to worry about, and alot to be happy about. if things were dooing any better I'd worry the world was going to implode. I think though with the near future coming, it may be the calm before the ( Read more... )

there are days I don't know what to do. and days I go to sleep without hope. there are days when I am hurt, and I feel I have lost the closeness I have with my friends. there are days when the people I need most are just not there for me, no matter how much they may not realise it. there are days when my faith is broken and it's all I can do to ( Read more... )

my friend, my brother, is on his way home! what else could I ask for? there is much else going on but I havent got much heart to post. I went to bed early with a Headache and it's still killin me, after wakin me up 2 hours early. other than that though :-) God bless, and continue to pray for JB ( Read more... )