happy easter :D

i hate myself lately. i feel like im being such a bad person.

it makes me really upset knowing that i choosed the wrong school. i really dont want to have to deal with the whole common app thing again and waiting for the rejection letters in the mail. ive only made a few okay friends here, but i feel comfortable here. i don't want to have to meet all new friends that have already bonded, and learn a ( Read more... )

fucking freshman 15.

so i hate college. i wish i liked it, and ive tried but i just cant. i cant believe i have 8 more fucking months here. iwanna die. theres nothing to do, and im bored almost every night. its the first weekend, and i already went home. i visited greg, liek the only thing that makes me happy, so im considering transferring down there. granted ive met ( Read more... )

first of all, i hate college. i knew this would happen to me. i have no friends. i feel so alone. all i do is sit in my room and watch tv because 1-my internet doesnt work. 2-my cell phone is always roaming so i can't call anyone. all i do is talk to sean & we both hate it here. he's the only one i feel at home with. fuck college, these will not ( Read more... )

my life will change when i leave my house tomorrow morning tremendously ( Read more... )

where has my life gone, goodness.

depressed.

i hate this. i miss greg so much, and it hasnt even been 2 hours. i cant do this.