Comments | 21_gashes: 4 months 2 days

lemonsnsunsets in 21_gashes

4 months 2 days

Jun 27, 2007 00:37

I don't think i am going to make it to 4 months 3 days. The need is overwhelming, the feelings intoxicating ( Read more... )

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tora_chan June 27 2007, 05:15:42 UTC

Talk about it here. He wont' find you. Talk. Don't be afraid :) What's bothering you. What's going on?

raze__the_rose June 27 2007, 05:54:12 UTC

I know what you mean. I've started pulling at my hair and the first two weeks of June were full of various eating issues... From what I've found, if you're trying too hard to avoid ONE TYPE of self destruction the rest come flooding in. It's rough, and in the good words of my best friend D, "The way to get over it is to tell people that you're sad". Simple advice but true. I'd suggest printing this out and showing it to your therapist, so he knows you are aware that you can't talk and you want to get over it but can't, and also because he may be encouraged that you're using this as an outlet. This community is invaluable. I've been here for over three years and I can tell you it does help. It takes time, all things worth doing do take time, but it's worth it. Find a few entries that say what you wish you could tell the therapist and show them to him, if you can. It may help. I assure you, councellors and the like are very used to people having problems opening up, and will welcome any method of communication you're ( ... )

libraterra June 27 2007, 13:26:37 UTC

*hugs* I completely understand. I've been feeling the same way - barely hanging on. we're here for ya. i have something I'm not talking about out loud either - maybe we could tell each other? *hugs* hang in there. You can do it!

ladymerab June 27 2007, 18:44:34 UTC

you can do it. i have faith in you. hold on. remember that you are stronger than your mind. i know it's hard to do and i've forgotten it frequently, but it is true. sometimes it will help me if i tell myself that i'll do it later, and that has taken away the urge, and by the time the time comes to do it, i don't feel the need anymore. at one point i decided that i would only si in the shower, and that restricted when i could do it, and by the time shower times came i sometimes felt like i didn't need too or shouldn't. hugs keep yourself safe. stay peaceful. remember you can vent here.