i'm kind of scared. i feel like i can't catch hold of my thoughts, of my brain. i feel scattered. i feel kind of like i have to concentrate to have a real conversation. i can't fall apart right now. Lord willing. i have too much to do. so Lord willing i won't fall apart. i may scratch. i'm just scared, and off. i was find until, in the ( Read more... )

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hi. i added a few new people who had added me as friends. so hello. :O). this account doesn't get a lot of action, i have a real journal for the real life/happy stuff. This one is used for the more depressive hidden side of me.

( self-injury booklet )

repeat after me:

why do i act like such a bitch?????

why do i act like such a bitch?????

why do i act like such a bitch?????

( people can accept it )

stole new icon from someone named joyfulsong, and now i'm doing my due duty of crediting her. :).

so basically, should anyone wander this way, or anyone who has choose to read this, essentially i've resolved to be happier on my other livejournal. why???????? because i don't like particularly being moody, or letting my friends know that i am. however, i am, and sometimes i feel like this stuff just wants to come out, or it will show up in my ( Read more... )

Felt like i should put something here, as it's a new journal. There may be little or nothing ever here, on the other hand there may be a lot, just not chipper things. If you see things here and thing.... wow she's dark, then don't worry, it's not as bad as it seems. However i've another journal for the happy thoughts (ask if you want to know ( Read more... )