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[closer2]

I'm not doing so well

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[baretoedgirl]

Nothing is wrong with you. I'm in the struggle of the last two years tonight. Its bad, I don't know why its so bad, but it is. I feel like I NEED to cut, and I'm closing in on a year without cutting so I really don't want to. I don't think I'm strong enough to hold out though. The only reason I haven't yet is because my roommate and her boyfriend are still here, but they'll leave for work in 2 hours then I have the house to myself, still in dark night hours. We'll see what happens. Grrrr. I wish you luck, stay strong. I know how sucky life can be, try to take it moment by moment, and be completely present to the moment, your surroundings, your bodily sensations, your thoughts and emotions, everything. That sometimes helps me, although not so much tonight. Ah well.

[xapocalypseplzx]

There's nothing wrong with you. And that was a really jerky thing for him to do. Alot of the time, though, it just seems like boys are there to tear you apart. I wish I could make you feel better about that. But I haven't quite mastered that one myself. So just... *hugs* as silly as it might be in text form.

Drinking usually helps me to avoid cutting. If just for the one night... But lately I've been there too. Gave in after 5 months, and now all I have is my therapist telling me to use diversion techniques.

I've found that it helps, even just a little, whether your friends or anyone you're close to understands or not- to just not be alone. If you have the option. If not, I know everyone in this community is here for you. If just in a sortof detached way.

I really hope you can get through this one.

[ladymerab]

you're human. and that's not a flaw. hugs. hope you make it through it. that stinks of him to do that online.