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I wasn't even going to get online tonight, but with all the Coming Clean drama, how could I not?
I feel like shit about all of it. I never wanted to be the mod people hated. I never wanted to be the mod that fucked things up. All I wanted was to run a community that was linked to my favorite fucking band. And now it's all blown up.
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First of all, I want to say Mike Dirnt is absolutely the most adorable human being alive. Have you seen those new interviews with him? He's precious. See, that is the kind of man I need in my life.
Now that I've got that out of the way, onto some stuff about my pathetic life.
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Damn, it's been a long time. Anybody still out there?
I just wanted to check in real quick and write up a post about what's going on with me, if anybody would care to know. I graduated from the program today. It's been a long fucking time that I've been in it, but they're finally letting me go. It hasn't been easy. I still will have outpatient care ( Read more... ) -
we're coming home again
It's been awhile, hasn't it? Well over a month, right? I apologize for that, if anyone's still out there. My life has been hella crazy. Too crazy for livejournal. Wanna recap?
On November first, I began the program for eating disorders. It's been difficult. Physically, mentally, emotionally. I won't bother describing the toll it's taking on me ( Read more... ) -
I still think about you
Out of utter curiosity, if I was chained up in your attic/study/basement/library/secret lair, and I had to write you one story, what would you request? (demand?) Or alternatively, what's something you always hoped I'd write but know is never going to happen?
I've seen this going around. I'm hoping this will inspire me, distract me, make me feel ( Read more... ) -
hold me down, it feels so right
I honestly am not even sure what I'm doing with my life anymore.
Each day is harder than the one before it. I don't get along with my parents. I used to, but I don't anymore. If my father isn't acting like he's a fucking eight year old, he's demanding I eat. So is my mother. We fight about it every single damn day. Them trying to shove food down my ( Read more... ) -
it makes us cry
Wow, I feel like a stranger to this place now. It feels like I haven't done more than log on for a quick moment in. . . well, a long fucking time. Maybe it hasn't really been that long. Just long enough. Y'know? Which is a bummer, because I miss this place. I miss updating all the time and reading everyone else's updates and being involved. I miss ( Read more... ) -
nobody likes you
I have to admit that I haven't been doing so hot recently.
This past weekend was pretty good, but ever since Monday morning hit. . . I don't know. It hasn't been okay. I'm stressing out. I think I'm stressing out more than I have ever before in my entire life. There's a lot going on right now, and I know I'm not coping with it well.
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Billie Joe Armstrong is incredible.
That is all.
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so you think you can stone and spit in my eyes
Y'all, I just wanted to send out a big thank you for all the support and prayers you've been sending my family's way. You'll never know how much I appreciate it, or how much it means to me. The number one thing we need right now is prayer and support, and the fact that you guys - people I've never personally met - care enough to wish us well. . . ( Read more... )