Hates men with a passion.

I feel like I'm missing pieces of sleep
A memory fades to a pale landscape
You were an extinction, a desert heat
A blind illness of my anxiety

I'm back. I'm not even sure where or how to start as it's all been very overwhelming, for both amazing and upsetting reasons.  It was a glorious and devastating time.

Let's not kid ourselves, the Universe does not owe us anything.

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Thousands of sketchbooks will be exhibited at galleries and museums as they make their way on tour across the country.

After the tour, all sketchbooks will enter into the permanent collection of The Brooklyn Art Library, where they will be barcoded and available for the public to view.

Anyone - from anywhere in the world - can be a part of the ( Read more... )

WE ARE THE USELESS SLUTS THAT THEY MOULD

After another terrible, sleepless night (4am), I've had an idea for a 'self' portrait of sorts that would pretty much be the most disturbing, masochistic thing I've ever done. Very St. Bartholomew.

Blah. I've not done anything meaningfully creative in well over a month. Blocked. Stuck. Trapped. Times like this are the worst because I feel like whatever it is, it's left me. Painting is hard enough for me; a constant struggle of self justification and horrible doubt. It will probably pass as it always does. Last night was actually a bright ( Read more... )

Shards, oh shards
The androgyny fails
Odalisque by Ingres
Extra bones for sale

I am currently mulling things over. Proper entry to come.

''Loneliness is like an odour, like some sour secretion that forms a film on your skin and clothes. It can't be scrubbed away. The more lonely you become, the more alien you appear to others. The harder you try to appear normal, the more you advertise your loneliness. You just get worse. The cure for loneliness is a miracle cure. And surely, like ( Read more... )

I may need to start investing in substances (legal or otherwise) to help me sleep because this is getting ridiculous -___-

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This week I've been doing without any fizzy drinks and as much sugar as possible. As a result I've been surviving on water, carrots, special K, soup, bananas and one decent meal for dinner. I'm planning on treating myself on friday to something naughty, but that just made me think of this :)

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