There comes a time when you need to just sit back and look at where you see your future going. Is it really the direction that you want? Is it making you happy? I made a discovery last night, and it cost me half of me for the past four years. But what I'm waiting to see is if it was meant to be. Possibly another life involved, so patience is all ( Read more... )

Just when I think I've got it all together, something throws my whole balance off. Life will never be simple, but I'm just beginning to understand that. Keeping my brain spinning with questions, and a constant buzz of tasks taking up my time. My melting brain begs for the simplicity that it will never receive. And the princess treatment that I ( Read more... )

I'm surrounded, but i feel lonely. Questioning the past that i've always held onto. My mind is swarming, but i sit thoughtless. The wall is colored, but it's blank to me. Time must be on his hands and knees crawling, cause i can't seem to escape this place. The sun is shining, and spirits are light, so I'm ready to be free. Let me fly. Please just ( Read more... )

It's amazing how many years can go by, and how you can maintain such a connection with one person. And it seems that no matter what you go through with that person, or what you put each other through; if the connection has the depth and is honestly true, then nothing can tear you apart ( Read more... )

I'm so sick of following what, at the time, I'm believing to be true. The words that were spoken came so clear, and rang so true. Once again I was deceived. The mask was up and I bought it. Well, now my mask is up. My guard has replaced the smile that once served as the ice breaker. I do not trust, therefore I cannot love. I don't know how. How do ( Read more... )

The beat seems island like as it rings through the ears of the one begging to escape. The words that appear are harsh and and dry. Unattractive. They simply don't keep the interst of the one that is waiting to hear the truth behind the eyes of the one that seemingly is living in avoidence. Believing they will suffice, the drone continues to try and ( Read more... )

The cold air eats away at the skin hidden beneath the attempt at warmth. And so, the light peeking though the window is deceiving. The music is on repeat, and it plays through numerous times. The beat doesn't coincide with the heart beat ringing in his ears. Stomach lurching tears saturated the pillow last night, and still the phone rang. The walls ( Read more... )

Slipping through the fingers of time, and unable to grip it long enough to teach her how to hold on. Faith is an unknown word to the common vocabulary; trust is even more nonexistant. Left alone in a world that is discouraging dreams and shaking a finger at the one who dares to crawl into the corner and have hope that someday they will be allowed ( Read more... )

Confusion is: Bewilderment, perplexity, mystified, stumped, puzzled, baffled, confounded, daze, fogged, mixed up, stunned, bamboozled, disoriented, rattled, distracted, and deranged ( Read more... )

Time is still moving, whether it is welcomed or not. And change comes without invitation. You have to make mistakes to fully understand what they are and what they feel like. So I fell for someone I thought I knew...so what ( Read more... )