Let me begin by saying...holy SMASH where has this summer gone ( Read more... )

I hate when people (a.k.a. Oprah) talk about eating disorders like they really understand. I'm sorry, but there's no way you can 100% understand the mindset and thought processes of someone with an eating disorder unless you've gone through it yourself. I guess specifically anorexia. It's a selfish disease about control and anyone who argues that ( Read more... )

Yesterday I had a busy, busy day. I got up at 5:30 and was up and moving until I took lay down time/nap at 7pm. I went grocery shopping with my mom and that took most of the afternoon and early evening. I bought stuff for school. (I'm stoked because I bought cleaning supplies this year!) I'm getting a wee bit of a cold or something (from Nate, I ( Read more... )

I want him here, this time for good. He’s not in another world, just in Michigan. He’s up there with hazelnut coffee in his coat pocket and smiling for me, to make me laugh. He’s there and we held hands, he’s there and I want him to know me and have my heart - I want him to keep it forever. He’s there, but I have his arm around my waist every day, ( Read more... )

I wasn't doing too well, but now I'm slightly better ( Read more... )

My wisdom teeth are out. Woo ( Read more... )

I have to get my wisdom teeth out tomorrow and I'm really afraid of the aftertaste of the whole experience. I hate not being completely aware of what's going on around me, and I know that valium isn't going to help that in the least. Amanda will be here to help me muddle through and to change videos and DVD's for me when they're over. I plan on ( Read more... )

Leaving is exhausting in every sense of the word ( Read more... )

I'm on day eight here in the Great Lakes state. I really didn't mean to rhyme that obnoxiously much ( Read more... )

I'm leaving in three hours for the airport. I'm a little excited. That's why I'm awake. Well...that and the fact that I smashed my knuckle last night and it hurts like words I shouldn't even be thinking of. I was carrying my suitcase into the garage to weigh it and the knuckle on my right index finger found itself lodged between the doorframe and ( Read more... )