20 and very sober...but its for the best. im suprisingly content.

my pop can is buzzing. im dead serious. there is nothing around it to cause this. i dont know if i want to drink it anymore.

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yeah, i definately suffer from depression. i'll have a couple "good" days (if you even want to call them that) and then the rest of the week i will feel like shit about myself, life, everything. sometimes i actually worry about myself, which i think i can say i've never done before. i really wouldnt even tell most of you what goes through my ( Read more... )

my dad just came home with ten 12 packs. he better give me some.

what do you do when you're bored? im all out of ideas.

i hope there is enough cans in the garage to buy me a pack of cigarettes.

on another note, i want one of these wallets: http://www.bmfwallets.com/

sometimes everything works out in the end.

...i would like to know what that feels like.

on a good note, i gained a couple pounds.

( chuck norris: destroyer of worlds )

sorry, forgot to update a couple days ago. apparently moms surgery went well. i didnt get much info from her, because the day she was home after it she was tired and groggy, and then she left for michelle's house the day after. when she gets back (tomorrow i think) i will prod her for more info.