why can't me and my best friend just have a conversation? or talk about whats on our mind? just talk...period?

i'm bummed. i dno why. well...actually i do. but i'm not gonna talk about it. she'll talk to me about it when she's ready i guess.

why dont guys like me?!

i wanna fuckin curl into a ball and cry. friends hooking friends up with co-workers. friends meeting friends of a friend.
and me?! ya...no one likes me. i'm sry if i'm going on a fuckin petty spree...but i dont get it. and now i dont feel like hanging out with anybody.
i just wanna go smoke.

i play the same song over and over...
...because it reminds me of you.

vanletine's day is rolling around...and um...i'm still single.
hmm...that's nice.

if there ever was a time i could close my eyes and wish to be gone from this place...FOREVER...it would be now.
it is nobody's fault but my own i guess...i let it hurt me.
there's nothing that hurts more than fighting with someone you care about.

damn...last night's acoustic was fun. me, aubs, brenda, krysten and danny. good times. i got my new bike last night...YAY!!! it's a pretty sweet ass bike if i do say so myself ( Read more... )

HAPPY THANKSGIVING!!!
i am thankful for each and every one of you...haha...there's only like 4 or 5 of you who read this...but i love you guys.

have fun...and eat lots. mmmm...enjoy the pie!!!

who writes in there LJ's anymore?!

so yesterday we went to the fair cuz the boys had a show. there wasn't a big crowd and it was fuckin 10 bux. geez. ok so after that me, angel, and aubs went to get food from Del Taco. mmmmmm... we then made our way to the Real Bar and hung out with gabe...cuz they had another show over there at midnight. we were hanging out front talking and all of ( Read more... )

She's not the only one. Brie....a friend, a mysace friend to many... she past away in Colorado last winter, her birthday was yesterday. Still nothing settled as to why, or how she pasted. Just a reminder to be safe! We lost a friend, and don't know how or why! Visit her portfolio, see who Briana was, and all her friends that still write to her, ( Read more... )