hmm... to bored to write, i updated burningofadream.com, read that =P

Ive been in a really bad mood latly and i dont know why. I wish i knew. I even skated today and didnt have much fun, i dont know whats wrong. Things just seem dull, and i just cant seem to make myself happy doing anything. Im so confused anymore. Maybe its because i havnt been taking my medicine. Oh well, guess i just have to deal with these ( Read more... )

Dont treat me Im to blame
Dont treat me like I ever accused you

Im lonly, today was fun i got to skate, tomorrow should be better i hope. I cant wait. Other then being lonly at the moment, everything else is good. I love Casey.

well i think it would be a good idea to write in this this just incase i dont wake up from my drug induced sleep, if i this medicine works i should be fine, a handful of asprin, a bottle of nyquil, and the rest of my antidepressants, i should be fine if they all would work. my stupid headache would go away, id get some sleep, and id feel good, but ( Read more... )

Hmmm.. Ive come to the conclusion that only 2 people read this so i pretty much feel i can say whatever i want. Hmmm... whats on my mind, well its pretty obvious my mind is filled with the thoughts of one person. Maybe im crazy, but i dont think so, this is how i feel and i cant change it, i love someone and love them more than anything. I want to ( Read more... )

Im still sad, but things are better. I just need to see casey i think, and everything will be batter, i hate being alone, i hate school, not for my sake but for everyone elses because im sure they hate it, and because i hate being alone and doing nothing, i cant wait till summer. I do nothing but dream about being with someone, i hate being alone ( Read more... )

I hurt, dont know what else to say.

Another night i wish crying wasnt the only way to fall asleep. I hate the way things have to be sometimes. They say the distance brings us closer but its tearing me apart. I dont really know what else to say. Im so lonly. I need you here. Call me crazy sure, but I want all my time to be with you, even time best spent alone is better with you. ( Read more... )

Well, i thought i should update, its almost 3am and im not tired. School started back, everyone thinks they have it bad and i have it easy. Think of sitting in a box, filled with everything you need to survive, but never changing and alone. You can only keep yourself busy so long with the same stuff. My closest thing to conversation is with my ( Read more... )