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[25centnerd]

i know
there's something beautiful within my grasp
and i know
i think i'm satisfied, but it won't last
and i know
to lace my boots up and pick my path
i'll find another rainstorm and fill my glass

Comments

[yourfavthrill]

good job on being sober dude, it definitely helps sometimes.. i hope something huge breakthrough happens for you :) good luck.

[wine_o]

so what is this mysterious stuff you're after.

[25centnerd]

in short? money, i guess. i could do everything i wanted with enough money.

the real problem lies in how i get it. i don't really think anybody i call friend deserves to work their entire life for someone else, and if i had the money, i'd like to take everyone away from it.

there's obviously more to it than that, but a lady never asks and a gentleman never tells.

[wine_o]

haha yes. indeed. I'll be generous to us both and not point out the level of gentleman and ladies we are.

I know the feeling though. I've got a few things up my sleves for the next few years as well.

[keeraheartstar]

<3
On one side of the wall, a shadow,
on the other, a castle in ireland.

Stars...

[jay1900]

Hmmm... I must admit, you do tend to push things to the limit... and as difficult as it is... the "sobriety thing" seems to be having a pretty good effect on you... I thought it would if you gave it a chance... I was a afraid you might have to be hit hard to consider it. I still don't believe it's possible to resume "controlled" or "limited" drinking... I guess I just don't think it's worth the risk of any amount of physical consequences… but of course, the decision is yours. As for emotional addictions or addictions of any kind… they often wait till you’re at a weak point or stressed out and then try to resurface and pull you down again