Into the shadows....

[29xthepain]

Wow, over a year since I posted on here. Wots even more bizzare is in my last post I seemed cheery!!!!!!!

Life is somewhat pointless. Yes I do have a wonderful partner who means the world to me but life is still dark and empty. Surely no normal person can have these conflicting thought patterns.

Everything I do turns to shit. Life just passes by,

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[grimdesign]

My dear friend, I am here for you, to do what little I can. You need but ask. The fact that you persistanly get back up and fight another day is reassuring, my world would be a sorry place without you in it.

The network of spies has been working both ways lately, I have known of your problems for a couple of weeks now and have not been able to work out the way to broach the subject. I have been waiting for the time where you felt comfortable enough to speak up. I shall wait no longer.

While I can't possibly hope to understand how you feel I shall do my best to listen should you choose to talk to me. A problem shared is a problem halved, or at least reduced in it's burden.

I would be remiss in my duties as a friend to ignore your plight.

I am here for you bro, as and when you need me.

[29xthepain]

Ah, a bit naieve of me to think you would not have known.

I kinda wrote this thinking that no-one would see it and as a way of getting my jumbled thoughts "out there" in writing for me to reference to. I apoligize for any deception you may feel this has caused but you know me, block it out and it aint there. Its definitely not personal as I've tried hiding it from everyone.
In better spirits than when I wrote the post in someways though not in others.

And the fight goes on.....

[29xthepain]

I also meant to say thank you for support