ive been as strong as i can be...

[2bl0nde_2think]

well..im at the point where i cant do this anymore...ive been strong for a long time and its time to just let go. ive burdened my friends and boyfriend with all of this for too long and im sorry...my life has become something i dreaded, and i wanna leave so badly...hes tearing me down more and more everyday and im hearing my friends talk about

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[lostin_love]

even though i know that this is your life and my opinion should matter not at all I personally dont think that its running away so much as actually doing something...just standing and taking it all the time is just as bad as actually running away...but saying hey you know what you messed up my life for too long!! i never want to see you again and then leaving wouldnt be running it would be finally taking a stand..but like i said you decide its your life and whatever you decide i will support you a hundred present

[2bl0nde_2think]

i cant exactally do that....i cant stand up and say that to him..unless i want to ruin my life and live at my moms.....ya i dont think so....

[_mother_nature_]

feel better. i miss you, and i will always be here for you, always I promise.

[2bl0nde_2think]

thanx so much...ur such a sweetheart and i appreciate it! miss u!

[_mother_nature_]

i miss you even more! <3

[2bl0nde_2think]

well now i REALLY miss u cuz im gone until senoir year...i moved to Exeter..its like 3 hours away to live with my Uncle cuz things became too much with my dad..soo ya ill call u next time i come into town to visit k? luv u!

goodbye

[ownage_pwnage]

You once said a while ago when we got a fight that you wanted me out of your life well congrats your wish has been granted i just pray to god u never do what u did to me to another guy hat loves u as much as i did. Good luck with life and school if you want to talk you know how to get a hold of me i leave frist week of august for 8 years.

Re: goodbye

[2bl0nde_2think]

its not my fault that your outta my life now...u went one way and i went another..its not a big deal..and ya i dunno if your trying to make me feel worse about myself by bring up what happend between us but its not very nice...i dunno if uve noticed but ive had a really hard time lately and now im gone, left everyone and everything behind without choice..soo im not giving u much sympathy for leaving..at least u have a choice! anyway, good luck in life and enjoy Europe cuz i most likely wont see u...