i know i havent writin in livejournal for quite some time....but i didnt know where else to go, i need to vent and get things off my chest, so here i go. i did something recently that can't be taken back nor can it be re-done, i have hurt the one person in my life that means the most and its eating away at me. im so sorry for what i did, please ( Read more... )

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Your Birthdate: September 21

Being born on the 21st day of the month (3 energy) is likely to add a good bit of vitality to your life ( Read more... )

DUDE! its 1 AM and i can't sleep!! i have work in the mornin soo i should be in bed BUT instead im sitting here....wide awake! ive been so confused lately....about a few things, and kinda depressed too, randomly and i cant figure out why...is there sumthin buggin me that i cant seem to find? man i need sumone to talk to..get sum feedback, ive been ( Read more... )

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wow...havent updated in a looong time! things with Kolin are really good, my dad is completely back to normal and i moved back soo all that crap is over..thank god!! i work at Paris Cut now...gettin paid a shit load and i like it a lot more than Italia Deli soo thats good. School is..eh..school, lots of work lately, been busy! thats mostly the good ( Read more... )

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this post is just to say GOODBYE for a while...im now in Exeter living with my Aunt and Uncle for the rest of the year and i will hopefully come home for senior year! i miss everyone soo much already and u wont believe how hard it is just picking up and leaving out of no where in a day..said bye to a few close friends and that was it! pleez ( Read more... )

well..im at the point where i cant do this anymore...ive been strong for a long time and its time to just let go. ive burdened my friends and boyfriend with all of this for too long and im sorry...my life has become something i dreaded, and i wanna leave so badly...hes tearing me down more and more everyday and im hearing my friends talk about ( Read more... )