Reduce, Reuse, Recycle

[2blackbelt]

Why is it I always fall for the same guys? Literally, the same guys. I think I am falling for RA again. Not cool. He was my first boyfriend. And this time it has nothing to do with an emotional connection I am ashamed to admit. Talking to him has brought back memories of what an amazing make-out partner he was...and God help me, I miss that right

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[aimz4housecam]

you're not a bad person you're just lonely. i've felt like that often and it sucks because you're unsure of yourself.

[2blackbelt]

Yeah, it def does suck! Thanks aimz! I am glad to know I am not the only one!

[faith_obrien]

You're not a bad person OR a bad Christian. You're just a regular person who wants a little lovin' every now and again. No worries, everyone feels that way. And hey, think of all the hassle you're saving some other girl by reusing all of your old boytoys?

Jk about that last part, but sometimes it is nice to be with someone where you've already 'been there, done that' because at least you know what you're getting into.

[2blackbelt]

Hehe! Very true! But, I refuse to spare the world from ZH. Now RA on the other had...

Thank-you though! Sometimes you gotta love how your body is at complete war with itself! Wanting one thing but knowing it is a completely bad idea!

[citymusings]

Wanting kisses and attention doesn't make you a bad person. It just means you're human. God created us to want that love and affection, physical as well as emotional. *hugs*

[2blackbelt]

Thank-you!