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All The King's Horses And All The King's Men...
...can't put RA back together again! So, I get it. I don't have the right to play over-protective girl-friend, or even close friend anymore. But we have talked. And we still can talk. We just can. And I am worried he is falling apart. He is saying things are (were?) completely uncharacteristic of him. I mean, he knows he can tell me anything, and I ( Read more... ) -
What Makes Us Tick (And Not Tock)
I have been thinking lately...what makes us all tick? I don't mean the axons and dendrites in our brain, or our heart pumping at a rate of 60 beats a minutes, or anything like that. I mean, why is it that I am different from everyone else? And I don't mean that in a judgmental or bad way. I just mean it in a curious way. Why do I want to go to grad ( Read more... ) -
Staying ZH free!
I am proud of myself! I have been able to keep my mind pretty much ZH free! This is a major accomplishment for me! I think I may have beat that particular demon once a for all. And he did it for me! I honestly never thought I would do this.
Also, thank-you guys for getting back to me! You all are wonderful! Seriously! MUAH!
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Reduce, Reuse, Recycle
Why is it I always fall for the same guys? Literally, the same guys. I think I am falling for RA again. Not cool. He was my first boyfriend. And this time it has nothing to do with an emotional connection I am ashamed to admit. Talking to him has brought back memories of what an amazing make-out partner he was...and God help me, I miss that right ( Read more... ) -
Fall!
FALL BREAK IN 12 HOURS! -
Happy Birthday Izza!
Happy Birthday Izza!
Feliz Cumpleanos Mi Amiga!
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Out Of My Head
I figured it out. I don't need ZH in my life. What I needed was him out of my head! And since having talked to him, that has happened! I don't go to bed every night with his infamous last words from "before" in my head haunting me. It took me several years to realize that this was what I needed, but there is no real shocker there. I have always ( Read more... ) -
A plesant surprise
I am kind of in shock. A good shock. My latest story has been a HUGE success! When I first started it, I wasn't sure how good it was, I just knew it was better than the crap I had been writing. So I took a risk a posted it at ff. And WOW! I think this may turn out to be better than any of my old H/C stuff that I used to write or my other E/C CSI ( Read more... ) -
God, are you there? Its me, Margret.
Just for the record, my name isn't Margret.
But seriously, God, I have a few questions for you.
1. Was it a good idea to let ZH back into my life?
2. Will I fall in love with him again?
3. If I do, will he hurt me again?
4. Is he the love of my life?
Number Four, that is the biggest one. I have been wondering that one for years. When I was only 18 and we ( Read more... ) -
Whats Worth Fighting For
As I have been sick over the past few weeks, I have been thinking: What is worth fighting for (in no real order)?
1. Your Friends- They pick you up when you are down, they are happy for you when you are happy, the love you the way you are
2. Your Religion- No matter how hard you fight it- everyone believes in something. Even if they believe in not ( Read more... )