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so. pete told me he dind't love me anymore today. he said he didnt' care anymore. after a summer of telling me that he would never stop loving me. never find another. and then uses the exact opposite reasons to tell me why he doesn't love me. he says i've changed. i havn't. he has. 
he plans on asking this girl out, he says. 
i deleted my myspace
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megans surprise party, updating ipod, sex in the city, summer reading, coldstone creamery with meg, taryn, a new person liz, and mike :-) then coffee where we met up with kdop ( Read more... )

"i dont want to look at it..its ugly ( Read more... )

ok so here we go ( Read more... )

sometimes i can be such a jackass. in a very subtle un-jackass kind of way. its like one of those things you do, but you don't realize you do it until afterwards and your like ohhh that was not nice behavior...i could have done that a lot diffrently.
yeaaa
but...
i've felt very selfish recently, and i just kind of realized that i may have been acting ( Read more... )

10 days. somehow i can't even see everyone going to college, it doesn't seem like its real it can't seem like it's happening...but it is.this summer has been the wierdest of my entire life..:-) most of it wasn't too fun, dealing with my strange feelings on heartbreak..but there were a lot of good memories thrown in there as well. memories made with ( Read more... )

i love this weekend because it will be the busiest weekend that will drive me to distraction everrrrr ( Read more... )

these days i feel like a walking contradiction...i hate coming home alone...i wish i could steal one of my friends, shrink them, put them in my pocket so i could keep them in my pocket forever and ever. THAT way i wouldn't have to think.

i could be a caterpillar ALL the time :-)

munchy leaves yum yum yum.

i said goodbye to him. we talked for awhile, and god help me i still love him i almost told him that i'd still be his friend bc of how upset he looked. but then someone kept calling. i asked him who it was and he told me it was his mom, but his mom never used to call that much. so finally i told him i didn't believe him. and he got defensive so i ( Read more... )