i had the intentions of writing a very long heartfelt entry but i just dont feel like wasting anymore of my energy on fucking drama and your god damn friend... you back-boneless bastard..

le-post script... this is my last public entry.

I am a member of 1 clique of size 5

melliebean, destiny_831, trumutt1186, flipboiflava242, 2bornot2b

how am i stuck with a bunch of fucking band nerds? .....that is so weird!... i should have played the tuba... god...how odd

hum... i think im bouda make my journal friends only.....

anywho..

got out today and got a pedicure... money down the hole.. then i bought stuff from walmart for a project im doing in my room...

i think tomarrow looks like ... time to clean... big time...

oh yeah .. me and TC broke up... haha.. almost forgot!

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life cant be this hard.. and if it is I just want to die

I have so many feelings about so many thing i cant even begin to explain half of them.. Im tired of being a pessimist, but thats the way i was intended to be. People are not as they seem just like things are not as they seem. Summer has got me down, and now all the pressures about college from my family has got me down.. fuck can i just begin my ( Read more... )

ah. got to love the summer time funk. Well we bought some henna ink yesterday, accually it was sort of a crummy paste. It wasnt to my standards, but it was fun painting everyone last night. Ive been a little edgy the past few days, dont know what it is, just dont step on my toes or you might get something cut off... i wanted to go to the lake today ( Read more... )

i cant sleep. Thoughts of last night and today keep racing through my head. I have this anxious feeling like i have to tell everyone my experience, but i know no one will understand me, except the four of us. I cant believe something so criticized could be so good. But thats okay. Incredibly ive gotten over alot of things in the past 24 hours. I ( Read more... )

due to the excessive bugging bye a certain Annie.... Rusinko that is ... im going to update.

schools out.
still jobless.
but living life to the fullest.

Uh Melanie says "what up" to all of you ... can be found at username "Melliebean".

well...another one bites the dust..

thats all