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sometimes... i dont like how i have long processed thoughts of how amazing life is. sometimes these thoughts make me feel ignorant. life isnt always as wonderful as i make it out to be. my parents arent perfect and i cant expect them to be. but i love them as much as i can. i love my family as much as i can, and i love my friends like family. most ( Read more... )

on another note monday is my 19th birthday. but what is a birthday when you already feel the age? 19. pshhh such a dead age. yet so young ( Read more... )

i hate when myspace is down. the internet seems to have nothing without it. i cant believe that it is nearing the end of july. this all means that i have a) been working at whole foods for over a month b) turn 19 soon c) have to sign up for grossmont as soon as possible. someone told me they start on the 23 of august. yikes. so no, i did not fail ( Read more... )

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at the beach i flipped some boys off after they were telling me that it was flash friday and to show them some ti-ti's. is that what you do when boys do demeaning things to you?

on a side note: its summer! yes! :)

this is a lonely fucking night

babe, baby baby im gonna leave younot much filled my day today, in fact i felt it quite wasted away. i am actually pretty sick, i have a very sore throat and the feeling of sickness kinda surrounds my face and forehead. feels like a sinus infection but not around my nose. i know why this has happend to me, it is because on wednesday, thursday and ( Read more... )

my life has seemed to turn upside down recently. i have made more friends in riverisde, i am holding back on my daily naps. although mike is correct "naps are glorious", i find myself feeling slow and quiet and depressed on days i take naps. like im not doing enough in one day. there is so much on my mind right now its hard to keep up. isnt it ( Read more... )

im in san diego and there is literally nothing to do. every single one of my plans have fallen through. first i was supposed to hang with molly and the guys. the guys called earlier but im just going to assume that someone fell asleep or they may still call me later tonight. however, molly says she is too sick to hang out. which i understand, im ( Read more... )