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the writers block thing for today is describe something you've lost that you wish you still had.

i know exactly what i would wish for.

i cant miss him

how could i have been so blind. so weak. so vulnerable. how could i plead with him to take me back to give this fuckin thing a chance. how could i look so weak. he already made up his mind. and he decided that his future doesnt have me in it. why did i let him back into my life. i was doing fine. i was doing fine without you cameron. how could you ( Read more... )

PSYCHE

Thursday night ( Read more... )

i am happy. this is good.

but camerons away so its cold under the covers...

cramps suck.

watchin tv n doin a puzzle. im calm. its nice.

the past couple of days has taught me that even when people hurt you, sometimes, they didnt realize what they were doing. love unconditionally. love as much as you can. never take anyone for granted. forgive but hold accountable. let the ones you love to explain their actions.

i love him. he will always be in my heart.

everything will be ok

God has a plan.

gotta make a change or nothin will get better.