Day sixty fuckin seven!

Day 36 : /

breathe me deep...its not over yet.

Ughhh....

These burdens are my back are weighing me down to mere vertebrae....they are too heavy to bare....let me lay my head on the ventricles of your heart, because I know I'll be safe there.

Say a prayer for me.

 I just wanna know when it ends, I know it does end but I wanna know WHEN. When am I get to actually trust somebody without regretting it. Or letting some one in without them trying to find their way out.

I'm done with men. I'm done with relationships. Single sounds so good I could tattoo it on my arm.

I got 2nd place in the pageant : ) and I am Ms. Blue for 2008-2009! and I have officially decided that I like Stephen enough to try a little harder.

 So I don't know how, but I guess the beautiful man that I HAD made me forget how many assholes there were in the single world....DAMN!!!

So  we had a talk last night and he said he loved me. He said he loved me and he hates being with out me.

I have dreamt for someone to say that to me....but not in these circumstances.....I should've been more specific about my dreams

 So I had the best Valentine's Day since my age was a single digit. I had a valentine. His name was Langston and he's so amazingly sweet. We're just friends but I think we're starting to be more. He got me a flower, and I got him a bear that as holding a balloon. Tonight we had something called "Cupids Ball" and I didn't plan on going but I did and ( Read more... )