wow, what a sudden change emotion in just 2 days...had band practice today, went incredibly well... it started out very shaky, me angry at the world as always, finding out AJ quit the band, i heard that and figured the band was done. I closed my eyes, and sighed at the fact this was our last practice, then in last desperate attempt, i tell joey to ( Read more... )

i can feel the band breaking up more every day, im scared.. this can't end, its my life.. i have nothing else, this can't happen.

i'm tired of being what you want me to be ( Read more... )

hmm lets see whats goin on? yesterday was work, til around 1, i was supposed to go to morgans beach house, because practice was going to be a complete waste of time, since i had nothing to do there..and i wasnt gonna go, till jarret started debating with me, sinc eim always complaining we dont practice, so i went and got less then nothing done, i ( Read more... )

hmm went out tonight to hagens house, got a little wasted, and my friends who drove me apparently wernt having a smuch fun as i was, it happens..so they wanted to leave and i reluctantly followed, went to wendys made an ass of myself by doing justa bout every possible stupid think a semi drunk person could have done, whatever. lindsay walton is the ( Read more... )

things just keep getting better and better, only not. Today sucks, its mid terms again, and went to offerdahls w/ tasha and morgan, very unfulfilling event to say the least, i wanted to be practicing. i wanted to be with her. i wish we hung out more often, seems like the only times i see her is on the way home from school, and thats for a whole 5 ( Read more... )

well, its late mid terms are tomorrow, i have yet to start my mid term review packet for extra credit for chemistry, or make the index card full of notes...oh well its all good, i get extra rest cuz i dont have to go in until around 9 30. spent all night thinking about her and i hate it ( Read more... )

loong day today, funny to have a long day on an early release day, spent much of the day in worry of 2 things, what i was going to do after school was over, and also if i would be called into work tonight to fill in for jarret whos calling in sick already in his 2nd day of work... apparently he didnt call in sick, thank god.. went to the worst ( Read more... )

wow, i cant believe im actually doing one of these, i guess im a bit late in this whole trend but whatever i never liked these, i figured i complain enuff tho, and no one wants to listen to me whine. so i figured this is the best place for me, most likely no one will read it, hopefully they dont... whatever if anyone does who doesn kno me, im in a ( Read more... )

well this is the first thing im posting... how bout that, never thought i'd be doing this nonsense