so my house that i've lived in my entire life has to be sold soon.  i can't even imagine someone else living here; the thought kills me.  my brother and i may have the opportunity to buy it, but the decision is out of our hands now and my uncle controls everything.  plus we would need 3-4 roommates and then there's property taxes, etc....blah.  it' ( Read more... )

"I have done that," says my memory. "I cannot have done that" -- says my pride, and remains adamant. At last -- memory yields.”

modest mouse and the national tonight with amy love.  and i just found out were allowed to bring wine and food into the hollywood bowl...can't wait!

my grandpa on life support and not likely to make it to Tuesday, mother's day, the anniversary of her death 3 days later, finals this week, confusing relationships, and my neighbor hitting my car have all helped to begin the absolute worst May of my life ( Read more... )

i've noticed lately how much more i've forgotten over the years; how her old bottle of perfume no longer smells like her, and that no matter how hard i try, i can't remember her laugh.  and i have days like today where i can't think of anything else.

i know ashley is down.  any other takers?!

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seeing the best friends more than ever, reading chuck klosterman's IV, finally a clean room, church on sundays, 130 wpm in school, wicked coming up, bike rides with amara love, and the cabin this weekend (!) has left me with a constant smile on my face these past 2 weeks. 

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T-minus 6 days before Jeremy and I leave for sundance film festival.  I can't wait for all the movies and music and cold weather and snow and skiing!!! I haven't looked forward to something this much in i don't know how long.

Look here....http://www.sundance.org/festival/  to help me ( Read more... )

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