I'm so tired right now, and want to go back to bed. I think I might after this. I know we're suppose to head to B's moms today, but ugh! This period shit is for the birds. I'm not going to have any kids, so lets cut the bullshit shall we ( Read more... )

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I'm on my second sickness in about a month. I just hope it doesnt turn into how awful the last one was. It all starts with my throat/nasal passages. Ugh! I have vitamin C drops I'll be sucking all day, in hopes to aid my immune system in quickly removing whats invading ( Read more... )

I call her a friend of mine, b/c she was. She was more my sisters friend, but I knew her, and had good times with her as well. I wasnt really close with her, emotionally or mentally, but she was apart of my growing up ( Read more... )

Day 9 no smoking.
Day 9 of vacation.
Day 7 of being sick.
Day 3 of being on the zpack.
Day 1 of actually getting more then 20min. of sleep.
Day 1 of not having such a dry frog voice.

OMG, I dont know what to do. I'm so sick, I cant take it anymore. I guess if I'm not better by friday night/sat morning I'm gonna have to go to urgent care or something. OTC meds arent helping at all....I mean, I just need this coughing to come down. My throat is killing me b/c of all the coughing. I wish this upon no one.
Help!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Beck saw a psycic lastnight. Apparently we're not suppose to be together, b/c we're both not happy, and I cant give her what she needs, or ever will. I feel like shit b/c of that. I have self esteem issues, always have, and thats actually the problem in any relationship I have been in. You can sugar coat it anyway you want, the bottom line is ( Read more... )

Its day 4 without a smoke, but day 2 without vaping. I'm also friggin sick, and feel like I could pass out for days. Im sittin here drinking breathe right tea that Becks friend Barb sent us for vday. The warmth feels nice. I know since I'm sick, my cigarette cravings arent there, but hows it going to be when I'm all better, hopefully at the end ( Read more... )

One moment the vaping is good, and others not so much. Why cant the throat hits be constant? I dont understand. I'd be content with this whole E way of doing things, if the throat hits were there all the time. *sigh*

So, its 1/2/10. I really hope this year brings better things. 2009 sucked monkey balls, and was just a roller coaster of crap ( Read more... )