my life is changing, and i cant tell if its for the better or for the worst yet.

this upcoming weekend is bringing back a lot of bad memories from last year, so much has changed since last march.

I'll be at the Seattle Center on sunday for the memorial for the victims of the capitol hill masacre, if you knew anyone from the party you should come.

i think i have finally decided what i want to do for sure with my life. hopefully i will be starting running start in the spring, if i can get into the class, i'll be getting my liscense in cosmotology at the bellevue beauty school. after that finishes in June, i want to stay here for awhile, at least until summer is over, maybe go to another ( Read more... )

i hate getting let down :[

snow :]

im so confused about something right now, and the worst part is, i have no one i can talk to about it, no one would understand....
i just wish i still had isabel as a bestfriend she always understood my problems and i could talk to her about anything and everything :/

this is supposedly suppose to be my best month in 4 years, because im a gemini... hmm i dont see this being my best month...

i love growing up
my mom is finally giving me freedom
and she finally trusts me for once.

its such a good feeling

i miss having a best friend...
i hate not having anyone to talk to
i hate not having another half that knows me better then i know myself

i miss isabel

:(

over all this summer was pretty good, it was nothing like last summer, but it had its times where it was way better ( Read more... )