im decentless.

i think maybe im starting to regret certain things. but there's nothing i can do about it now. and it is probably only fake regret anyway.

watching french movies in my underwear without paying a bit of attention to the subtitles. man i need to leave.

apparently i said some things drunk that i never quite remembered. but oh well. what can you do. i want to go home. but i am still unsure of my plans when i get there. i dont know what to do. ugh.