So its been a while ive finished my 1st year of college thankfully.. i really dont want 2 go back I feel like theres no point on me being there i retain nothing so i learn nuthin i feel as if i should just stay home get a job and just move on but i cant leave my love and heart Ramon he threatens to spend less time with me if i dont do good in skoo ( Read more... )

so i have moved into my dorm met my roomate and met new friends but its not the same... my roomate and I are acting like we r eachothers parents cus were used 2 lettin adults know where we are going and reasurring them that we have our cellphone to call if anythin goes wrong its weird now and its only been 1 day weve been 2gether so i know itll ( Read more... )

y is it that people rip my heart out? do i make myself 2 vulnerable? do i give u my all and expect it back but never recieve and just brush it off? i may come off as a bitch but its not ment 2 b...when i speak my mind its wrong but when i keep quiet its wrong too. then it burns me up inside until the volcano erupts and things that arent meant 2 b ( Read more... )

yesterday i went 2 da movies wit allison and rachel we went 2 kenmore walked 2 mc. donalds 2 go 2 da bathroom then met up wit a few people that are 2 remain anonymous we saw the ring 2 at 930 at night i was scared of course cus ill jump at anythin thatll jump out at me but overall it was a good night slept ova allisons house ate oodles and noodles ( Read more... )

so i come 2 hear that jt is still interested i dont know what 2 think or do. he was my 1st love so there will always be something in my heart for him but the bad part is that he was an ass 2 me in the end and dont know if i could deal with that again. he claims that he will try 2 work things out but if he couldnt work it out b4 how would we be ( Read more... )

So went on the cruise left on Saturday, weird at first staying in a place that is floating on the ocean and looks like a city inside where you can eat about 7 meals a day and gain 10 pounds like I did lol ate 2 much. But it was nice to be able 2 see the sunrise and the ocean out of our window and talking 2 our maid Norton and waiters Antonio, Heidi ( Read more... )

leavin 4 cruise 2morrow cant wait ahhhhhh im gunna miss lots of people cat wait 2 get back and be dark again cus im mad white grrrrrrrrr on the other hand yyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa cus imma b mad dark after

so the ones that are on the latest jossie page know whats goin on in my life and how im soooo happy i cant wait 2 see what happens as time goes by (P.S. remember dont state any names ill do that when im ready) anyway im goin on da cruise in 16 DAYS!!!!! im so excited im goin 2 fullfil my dream which is 2 swim with dolphins im goin wit mad people ( Read more... )

all i have 2 say is snow snow snow its everywhere im bored out of my mind the tv doesnt work cus theres so much snow just got comcast digital cable yesterday in my room but the tv in da living room doesnt work either ahhhhhhhhh im gunna go crazy plus i have no skoo on mon. or tues. id rather go 2 skoo and freeze my ass off den b stuck in da house ( Read more... )

so im home sick 2 day then im goin 2 da doctors when my mom gets home borin day huh