and I'm sick of trying so hard....

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We made it though all... and its BEEN A YEAR!... For those of you who had doubts. (including myself) Sean and I have been dating a whole year today.

HAPPY ANNIVERSARY too us!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

To bad I'm spending it alone...............................................................

By the way.. My birthday is ( Read more... )

so FUCK ( Read more... )

im going to see sean in a week (next thursday) ill only get to see him for a few days.. im really excited but in a way i dont even wanna go.... maybe because i dont think i could keep saying goodbye like this.. :-/ i dont know, maybe it will be different this time.. ya know, not as hard.... or maybe im just kidding myself. what if its even harder, ( Read more... )

so i havent even looked at this livejournal thing in a long time!! i dont even know if anyone even reads it anymore.. but whatever ( Read more... )

so havent updated this thing in forever..

so hmm.. whats new?!?!?

well sean and i are doing amazing...

st. patricks day was pretty sweet.
i still miss cricket a lot..

and umm... i dont know..
nothing new really.

life is good i guess!

it aint easy to say goodbye.....

darling please dont start to cry....

so i miss how things use to be ( Read more... )

i love you

and not in a friendly sort of way

i cant sit next to you and not want to hold :D

Things are so fucked up right now ( Read more... )