You know I never really understood why people resorted to suicide. I used to judge them and consider them weak people. After the past few months that I have had trust me I have more than "changed my ways" when it comes to people resorting to that. I'm not by any means saying I'm resorting to it or even contemplating it, but I guess now I know how ( Read more... )

I consider myself to be a huge Grey's Anatomy junkie. So as expected, I pick up on alot of things that the show talks about. I know it sounds silly but I am glad that I watch the show, and can understand what things mean. Otherwise when they said that his organs were shutting down I knew what that meant and could be prepared, and when I was told ( Read more... )

I had forgotten how beautiful North Carolina was. I was so anxious to cross that stateline, when we finally did it felt like Christmas morning. Every feeling I've ever known came back. I remember even as a little kid knowing that this place was the best place I'd ever live. Coming back almost makes me wish we'd never left and moved to Florida. I ( Read more... )

When A Man Loves A Woman, is definatly one of my favorite movies of all time. It is such a great love story; a classic. Every girl deserves a man like Michael Green, and to feel a love like that.

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I am sorry I wasn't there when you left. I really wanted to be there. You always knew I didn't do well with hospitals, and needles, and watching people in pain. I really wish now that I would've just sucked it up and went. Trust me; I can't live with myself knowing that you were there alone. You probably opened your eyes and looked around and saw ( Read more... )

Dear Sophia*,

I am writing this to you with a heavy heart. I also want to say thank you. Thank you, for showing me exactly who I never want to be, nor who I ever will be. I don't know how you did it, but you had me fooled. Even if it was only for a minute. I'm sure you have yourself fooled, but I wouldn't expect you to know the difference. I liked ( Read more... )

It was only today that I realized how selfish I am. I was such an arrogant kid growing up. I can't even begin to count how many times I have taken my family for granted, more so my parents than anything. My parents have always done everything and anything for me, above and beyond anything I could have ever deserved. They would lay down their life ( Read more... )

Fred and I signed the papers on our house today!!!!

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This has been so much harder than it has ever been. The pain is so intense this time around, it takes all I have to get up each day. I hate what this has become. I have to force myself to make it through the day. Half the time, I don't. I give up in the beginning and hope to never face it again. This isn't how it's supposed to be. I just can't seem ( Read more... )

I am once again in that very familiar, yet bothersome place. Only this time it's with greater force than the previous visits. The place where my heart gives orders to my mind, and in return , my mind gives orders to my heart. All the while, I am stuck in the middle, not knowing who to listen to or which way to turn. This whole situation delays my ( Read more... )