I try to end relationships on good terms.  I always try to leave as a friend...

But I fail.  I always love too much, I can't walk away unless I've ruined what remains of an amazing friendship.

I love Brett.  He keeps shutting down when I try to get close.  He can do that, he can walk away.

I can't let go.

http://www.2stepz.com/ has moved seaside.  Check out the new rebuild.  Leave a note on the guestbook or comment on my new journal.
 

I need to stop blaming my father, my family, my past on my current situation.  They are all factors, but it's MY life and I'm in control.  Damnit!! 

I had a great bit of inspiration this afternoon.  One of the songs on my car CD was "Fast" by Jason Aldean.  The line is "Hey, What's past is past.  Oh, Nothing in this world lasts.  Hey, Aren't those four lanes fast ( Read more... )

CHUCK LORRE PRODUCTIONS, #227

Dear George Lucas,

May I call you Mr. Lucas? On behalf of the writers of The Big Bang Theory, I would like to thank you for your astounding body of work, which as awakened the child within us and unleashed our dreams. That being said, we hope you don't take offense at our good natured jest regarding your most recent ( Read more... )

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Teh Student Loans.... They're Done!!!!

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 Happy Pi Day.  ( typed at 3/14 1.59 pm Ha!)

And Happy S&BJ Day.  (If you don't know it, look it up.  You'll enjoy.)

http://www.nytimes.com/2008/01/22/movies/23cnd-ledger.html?ref=nyregion

"Tennyson got it right in the poem when he described someone as having died at a young age but burning the candles at both ends, and oh what a beautiful flame he made," Larry Williams told reporters in Australia.

"That was Heath, what a beautiful flame he made and a great talent ( Read more... )