[ .001. ] first name: Miranda ( Read more... )

[ .001. ] first name: Miranda ( Read more... )

HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY HOMEGIRL SHANNON!!!

i had my first taste or Zoloft today! wee! haha i can't tell if there is a difference.. lol i guess we'll find out.. haha oh well

life is like a punishment....
homegirl here to represent....

theres times when i want something more and someone more like me... you see the colors in me like no one else....

so.. today i went to work.. and worked... came home and sat.. and pondered... talked..and cried again... i hate that shit ( Read more... )

by the way... i did talk to him.. it was nice.. i want more.

too confused. i can't stand it. one moment i think he will say something. the next he's talking about my friends.. do i even bother with this?.. he continues to be my infatuation... i'm just confused.. i think i am like this because he is the only one who will pay attention to me.. since that day.. i wish i could deal with this the way i have ( Read more... )

so today was kinda of a f'd up day... some good... some bad.... got freaked out on by the brister (brian).. freaked out on shannon.. dave attempted to help... lunch lady gave me napkins for my tears.. shannon and i made up in a closet... (made up, not made out), brandi said "he" might have a thing for me..?? (hopes) kelley("head gardener") has ( Read more... )