Well Fuck you then.

Things are okay for now. Started talking to Meg on New YEar's Eve which im very pleased about. Although i can't help but want her even more. Fucking a why'd she have to move. She wanted me to go to some family party with her on New Year's day but she never called me back and i gots no answer from her cell. Oh well, next time. Im really hoping i can ( Read more... )

Watery eyes can be a good thing...

People are fucking stupid. People think the world revolves around them. It's sickening. But anyways, I'm far too chipper to whine. Too content and hyper for my own good.
I wonder what's next for me though?

New York/Hoboken was fucking awesome. In hope of going back next month with my whole family posse and no parentals. Details in blurty ( www.blurty.com/users/aperfecttool ) bitches since I dont feel like typing it twice ( Read more... )

Well life is back to normal, well a little better than normal. I'm finally content with most things. I can't stand to be in my house anymore but I can deal with it. It seems my love interest has shifted again, and onto more than one person. It's looking quite hopeful. Adam, you better be right...

Know how i say things out of the heat of my own emotions at the time? Well I guess "asking out" Andrea was one of those things. Yea I like her and all but I really don't know if that would work and plus I'm not up for a relationship at the moment. Add that all to Randy wanting to rip off my balls, it's pretty stressful. I realize saying I wouldnt ( Read more... )

Wear your grudge like a crown of negativity ( Read more... )

that’s ready to begin ( Read more... )

It seems I've slowly been building this metaphorical Wall around myself for a really long time. I guess I finally closed off myself from reality and decided to wallow in only my wants and desires and only on my suffering. The feeling that no one else feels like I do. Deeming anyone "Crazy" whos tries to talk me out of it. Yesterday was a reality ( Read more... )