i'm notorious for being a negative nancy.
getting pissed off at the people around me for being stupid.
annoying.
asinine.

the problem is, now its people i THOUGHT weren't stupid.
for fuck's sake,
they weren't stupid!

i guess i should just hope for the best and expect the worst.

dammit. 

As I shoved the majority of the thoughts of my life out of my restless mind, I willed myself to sleep. I wanted to leave you and the monsters of wakefulness in the unrelenting reality of my constant, roiling existence. I pulled the comforter up around me, relishing the warmth I was denied by the cool, harsh wind that had rocked the small city that ( Read more... )

 kimmie's expecting.

i hope its a little boy.

they need a little boy.

my honey's night off.

emperor's new groove.

everything's good.

<3

 it's almost september. i wake up every morning to a brand new day. i brush my teeth and do my makeup and watch some music videos on vh1 and start walking. walking to work is a cleansing experience. i dance, i make a fool of myself, and no one cares. maybe i give the boys and girls in cars a good laugh every morning, cause i Am a fool, but that's ( Read more... )

 located my Cold cds ...

13 Ways To Bleed On Stage
Year Of The Spider
A Different Kind of Pain

its nice to sit here and headbang with headphones in.

i love music.

I'm intoxicated by my life.  I keep having dreams about old friends, i've cut all my hair off, and work starts back up in a week.  My bright, brown eyes look only toward the future, and music is becoming a large part of my life again ( Read more... )

married.

now, a mrs.

solidarity & love
& vows to make your heart melt.

mrs barbara.

no last names. 

 and exhausted again.
long days lead to long nights.

but love leads to love.
and relaxation leads to sleep.

ah, warm feelings.
things feel good.

i feel good.
is all good.

 mister rogers rampaging through my head ( Read more... )

I'm Beautiful.