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today is one of those awkward days...i can already tell. i have this thesis looming above, and i don't know what to do about it...i've kinda dug myself a hole and can't get out. what am i going to do good friends? i guess i'm just going to have to start working on it. but i really don't want too. but i have too. bah. i can't get away from ( Read more... )

wtf.
i'm going to fail this test.
i cannot possibly keep all this material in my brain.
ugh, i can't stand this feeling.
i can't even eat.

i wanted a 3rd little ( Read more... )

it is only logical that death is a part of life. its like seasons. babies are born, people grow older, and leave us. sometimes people leave us too soon, or too dramatically, too suprisingly. none of us can make sense of it. death hasn't personally touched my life too often. i wasn't close with my grandpa that passed away while i was in high ( Read more... )

so this morning, i'm up early, trying to get things done, and one thing on my to do list is to cancel my credit protector on my credit cards. these guys usually get me because they offer me something free (always have to take the free stuff, i'm in college). so, i call citi first. i've already tried canceling with them once, but then they sent ( Read more... )

hello children. how has life been? mine....crazy these last two weeks. i've had every emotion strewn across my broken heart you could think of. literally. there were emotions that i don't even know how to describe, i've experienced at different points. i'm ready to go back to school, ready for something familiar. not quite ready for all the ( Read more... )

you know, i never really update anymore...we're all spread so thin sometimes. i wonder what it'd be like to be simple. i remember this one time when i wsa in mexico for a mission trip just looking over the vast dessert land that the sun was setting upon...and my frizzy hair was blowing all up in my face, and i remember thinking that my life is so ( Read more... )

its true. i know i haven't made a real post in a long time. i'm going to fill out this survey and then i have about 5651017987454531.202546 things to do before my first final at 12. which, by the way, he's letting us come in a half hour early because its going to be so intense. then i have that until my abnormal test...which...i havne't studied ( Read more... )

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