for the first time in over two years, i can actually say that i am happy. more than content, but not quite joyfull, just happy. everything seems to be looking bright. i've saved enough money for over two months rent and i still have about two weeks to go before i leave ninos for good. maybe by then, it'll be three months. which will really come in ( Read more... )

...i am happy. i am truly happy and i haven't felt this way in a long time. it feels, well, rather exhilarating.

i'm almost afraid to say it but, things are starting to look better. the sun is up and it's perfact out for flying a kite. heh, i think i will go fly a kite. and yeah, at this moment, i am happy. ^_^

I sense there's something in the wind ( Read more... )

I miss just holding hands
Speaking without a word
Sharing all the little things
Knowing I’ve been heard

It seems worse to me right now
Because I’ve had love before
I know just what I’m missing
And it makes me need it more

and again tonight...

lately, i've been on an emotinal rollarcoaster. i feel like i don't have anyone to talk to about any of this. i went out with my best friend yesterday and i was planning to talk to her about everything. i saw her and didn't tell her any of it. i think i'm afraid to talk to people about it. why? because everyone loves him. as the two of us sat there ( Read more... )

which means... you should all come and visit me. and leave me big tips so i can pay my rent. that is all.

wow, i can't even remember the last time i flew a kite. well, besides today. actually, i don't even think that i've ever flown one before. i'm pretty sure that my dad flew one once or twice and i just watched. let me tell you, watching is not nearly as much fun. anyway, today i flew my first kite. my boy came over with a surprise. which ended up ( Read more... )

yeah, so this stupid girl that i've never really been friends with keeps telling my boyfriend that i never pick up my phone when she calls and that i keep dissin her. i'm sorry, but in order for me to pick up my phone, i think she would have call it. sorry, but she just really bothers me. when we first go together, she was all over him. she's part ( Read more... )