you fucking dissapoint me.

[35mmofnostalgia]

i dont even think i can write what happened last night. it was a cheesy movie, it was pathetic. i wanna take it all back. of course part of me wishes i never breoke up with him in the first place...everyone else seemed to be a lot happier that way. now i'm more miserable than ever, but after last night...i dont think jonah is the one who can fix

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[bleedlike___me]

You're reacting the way you're supposed to. Because something you held so close for so long is now gone, there's an empty feeling. Ain't nothing gonna fill that up permanently, except for yourself. No ones going to save you. No one can. But there will be people who love you and be there for you.

When this happened to me, I was in the same situation, until I looked at myself, who i am, and what life really means. It took a while, but I'm happy now, not because of anyone else, not because of drugs or alcohol, but because I stopped giving a fuck and let life lead me where it wants. (And personally, I'm just hoping it will lead us to humbolt together.) But you know, if you need me, I'm here. Let's have a one on one night soon and be ridiculous girls again.

Naked in bathtubs.

[anonymous]

I wouldn't say you're over reacting. Fuck, last night sucked and I wasn't even all that involved. I'm sure it sucked on you even more hardcore.
You don't need someone like him. I mean, I'm sure he made you happy and all that. But do you really want someone that'll do the things he does, just cause he's drunk?
Honeslty, you can do better.
Your pain and torment is merely a place-marker of the path of your life. You'll always remember that pain, and it will change you. It'll fade away, and you will be a different person. Improved, disproved, whatever.
It'll only fade if you let it. Distract yourself, that's what I do. I hang out with people I enjoy being around, that make me happy. And eventually, my whole day is no longer pondering on what could have happened or has happened with that certain someone.
It's all about me and my friends(And sometimes my newest interest, heh).
Bed-time is torture.

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[thedarknesinman]

I wouldn't say you're over reacting. Fuck, last night sucked and I wasn't even all that involved. I'm sure it sucked on you even more hardcore.
You don't need someone like him. I mean, I'm sure he made you happy and all that. But do you really want someone that'll do the things he does, just cause he's drunk?
Honeslty, you can do better.
Your pain and torment is merely a place-marker of the path of your life. You'll always remember that pain, and it will change you. It'll fade away, and you will be a different person. Improved, disproved, whatever.
It'll only fade if you let it. Distract yourself, that's what I do. I hang out with people I enjoy being around, that make me happy. And eventually, my whole day is no longer pondering on what could have happened or has happened with that certain someone.
It's all about me and my friends(And sometimes my newest interest, heh).
Bed-time is torture.