I feel so fucking betrayed. is that ok? i wish i knew that someone else has gone through this before. or else i'll come to the inevitable conclusion that i'm insane. how could someone be so heartless? why do i keep putting so much faith and trust in people that let me down so often? I dont want to leave them though...i just want them to stop doing ( Read more... )

can't nobody make me feel like that girl does.
for real.

I'm in chico next to an incredibly gorgeous boy...that is going out with christina's roomate. dammmmmmmmn.
Staying here tonight. fun time is in tow, but when do i make my move?
TO THE PONG TABLE!
(someone please tell that boy with the bike that i love him. because he obviously doesn't get it.)

if she don't shut up, i'm gunna throw up
all over her shoes.

i don't really know what to do anymore.
Everything is so close...but it's like a mobile above my crib. I can look and wonder, but i can't touch. What a tease life is turning out to be.

Time is never time at all ( Read more... )

so im done with everybody for a while. if it cools off, it cools off. but until then, i bid you all farewell. go shove it up your ass while your at it.

Green shadow ( Read more... )

he's becoming sawrust ( Read more... )

i dont even think i can write what happened last night. it was a cheesy movie, it was pathetic. i wanna take it all back. of course part of me wishes i never breoke up with him in the first place...everyone else seemed to be a lot happier that way. now i'm more miserable than ever, but after last night...i dont think jonah is the one who can fix ( Read more... )

goodbye cruel world.
i tested dirty. im going to have to dissapear for a month. maybe forever from my friends. no halloween, no truck and no pot. i think ill be dead by morning.