Give me the music ( Read more... )

I'm learning to fall
I can hardly breathe
When I'm going down, 
don't worry about me.
Don't try this at home
pretend you don't see
I don't wanna know that you know
It should have been me.

I quit band, and I feel so satisfied. I am DONE with my lesbian (yes, lesbian) band director. 
On the other hand, choir has been pretty sweet!   I'm in the top one!

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My face buried in my hands. elbows on knees... why is this so hard?

I've lost it.

I used to be so in control, and now I find myself angry, and then depressed, and then fine. In fact, yesterday, I went full circle: I got mad, drove it off (literally) until I had calmed down, I parked and cried for a couple of minutes, and then forced myself to go ( Read more... )

Emotional Baggage ( Read more... )

I'LL BE IN ARIZONA 
JULY 5th - JULY 11th!!!!!!

There you go again...

quid pro quo

I can't even think of anything to say

except that I've found all the blame

on my shoulders more than yours

I wish I could tell you exactly what I'm thinking in

these lines... but, my theory goes on: words are cheap.

Call me a cynic, see if I give a __

and I hope you find a way to understand that.

I don't know if I'm ( Read more... )

PROM 2007 : A New York State of Mind


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OOM BLAH BLAH.

the essence of andrea

<3

James is staying. 
Here. 
With me. 
Forever.

holy crap ( Read more... )