Yknow the other day, my friend was telling me "seriously i love you but some of your friends are just plain STUPID you dont deserve that ( Read more... )

Worn me down like a road, I did everything you told ( Read more... )

I've always known life is so unfair. It's always the people who don't deserve it that get shit. Right?

Life is such. I want t roll around in clean sand.

How ah? I am officially scary & damaged. When I thought things just couldnt get any worse, it does.

I am a walking Murphy's Law. But I will pull through.

Hahaha hmm I'm thinking if I should go out for a party tonight. It's really tempting but I feel bad. This friend of mine asked me t Attica with him, tempting me by being a gentleman! Essentially I won't have to pay for anything hah.  But I'll feel bad. Plus I won't be any fun at a time like this, I'll just be sitting there drinking ( Read more... )

It's 1004. I AM HERE IN THE OFFICE! HAHAHAH I feel quite accomplished. Simple things in life.

Too busy taking care of his feelings, making sure he wont get hurt again. & then it just like backlashed at me. It's kind of like spitting in the fan yknow. Yes, I have defined my anger. Yah, life. Oh wellers right.

I was watching Greys S2 last night, eps ( Read more... )

x: hey... are you ok?
i think.
x: you're kind of scary now

my emotions have finally caught up with me.
i know. im sorry.
x: ok... so how now?
so now i just. i smile. & i dont cry anymore.
after a while this bad feelings of anger & hurt will go away i assume. so i just wait for this bad feeling to pass lor. sit & wait.
x: ok. just let it out la. i ( Read more... )

I wish I could just tell you everything that's on my mind right now. I want t shout in your face. Smile at you. Cry in front of you. Shout somemore. Sit beside you. Hit you over & over & over again real hard. & then just rub the places where I hit you cos I didn't want to hurt you. I never did. I never would. I never could. I hope I never have ( Read more... )

Silly me. Perhaps I was just a convinience?

You know, I woke up at 10. It's 1129 now & I'm here in my bra & boxers. If I could & had the balls to, I'd just wear a bra wherever I went because it saves me the hassle of picking out a top. Or I'd just wear an oversize shirt everywhere & not wear a bra at all. I've really got love-hate relationship with the Bra. I either want to only wear it or ( Read more... )