so i have had an interesting week this week. i found myself more active then usual. which was good. if i wasnt active this week i would have ripped my hair out ( Read more... )

not much to say today. went to cam's 18th hawiian bday party on friday and had loads of fun. saw the boy i liked there and it was weird. i dont know if we are seeing eachother or just friends that kiss. or JUST friends. kissed a different boy instead and then felt bad afterwards. shouldnt have because the boy i like hasn't told me if he likes me or ( Read more... )

do you ever wonder if there is only one right person out there for you? a soul mate ( Read more... )

new years resolution. took me a while but i have made 5 resolutions for 2005 ( Read more... )

i didnt want to break his heart ( Read more... )

i hate how you think just because your girlfriend goes to my school now that you can call me up and ask what she did and where she was and who she talked to..thats not what im here for, we are friends but if you think im going to be your friend just so you can have someone spy on your girlfriend well your wrong. so she talked to a boy. who cares ( Read more... )

so today is a better day. im not as sad. my friend and i talked and i think things are better. i love her and i dont think she realizes how sorry i really am ( Read more... )

last night before i went to bed i cried. why? i dont know. i cry lots lately. last night i didnt sleep. maybe because i cant go to bed knowing tomorrow will be better. because it wont. and guess what. i woke up this morning and it wasnt. it was still full of confussion and hate and lies and gossip ( Read more... )

So i have an exchange student from Germany living with me and i love her already. shes the cutest ever. her name is Anja. she had her first ever slurpee the other day and she loved it ( Read more... )

so i like this boy and he doesnt like me. typical. i find it happens a lot to me. its kinda sad because i have really liked him for a long time and once even told him.(i was intoxicated). i dont think he knows i like him now and even if he did i dont think it would change things. i dont know where he is in his life when it comes to girls right ( Read more... )