so i havent updated in so long. i have been so busy and so much has happend its been crazy ( Read more... )

ive lost her. and i will never get her back. she said to me that she cant believe we were ever best friends and she doesnt think she can ever talk to or trust me again. im empty inside. i miss her already and my head hurts from crying so much. i feel as if i have cried out all the tears i have inside. i need to go for a drive. clear my head. but im ( Read more... )

~ok so im at school and the 30 hour famine started this morning at 845. i get to sleep at the school and watch movies and play games. im excited. the only hard part so far is seeing other people eat delicious cinnomon buns and i can't have any. im sooo hungry. how am i going to last 30 hours. aahhh. well at least i have someone to keep my mind off ( Read more... )

haven't written a good update in a while. think it's a waste of time when people are going to comment in anonymous and be assholes. i decided to not let them get to me...so here's whats new ( Read more... )

its a quiet day. lots on the mind.
but not much to say.

i dont like myself today ( Read more... )

got so drunk last night ( Read more... )

ew i hate school projects.
expecially math ones.
wish school was over.
wish it was summer.
wish i didnt have to be around all these people.
wish i had a boyfriend.
wish boys were different.
wish this day was over.
wish i didnt love a boy that doesnt love me!
ew i hate everything

so my weekend was good and bad at the same time ( Read more... )

i HATE you ( Read more... )