i leave you (for real) with my favorite poem ever by Walt Whitman.<3 ( Read more... )

okay listen ( Read more... )

i'm becoming more and more introverted. i think it's the difference between school and home. between living with people, and having to "do" something with people. i'm just sick of doing the same old thing over and over again. i feel like i could use my time to be more productive. last night marked the beginning of that. with a friend. because she ( Read more... )

it never ceases to amaze me how some people just don't have any heart ( Read more... )

10 people I enjoy the company of ( Read more... )

worked today, the kim and the collin came to visit me. saw my elementary school principal..weirdness. i love cvs...not really but it's not too bad. i'm only working like...10-4 most days...sweet ( Read more... )

i've reached the point where sitting and just shaking my head in dissaproval is commonplace, and somehow the only other person that understands this rationality is kim. are we like...insane or what? i definitely think everyone else is ( Read more... )

i can't HANDLE being thrown around emotionally by people ( Read more... )

so home. for good. for the summer atleast. said my goodbyes yesterday and last night...and even before that if you count the hardest one. but i guess i'm okay with that. i figure this month i'll be fine...i have amusements around here. i have to clean my room like crazy. haha...i have things to do. i have adjustments to make. i get to wait for ( Read more... )

this morning i woke up and checked my email and i got the most unexpected email ever from an old friend, as we shall call him. for some reason, that makes everything in my life seem more resolved, or better yet, it makes me think much more of people in general- there's some decency out there...and that makes me really happy ( Read more... )