Well. After looking around, and seeing some things, and learning some things, I come to a big conclusion. My mother was right. The people who you call friends are dissapointments. I myself am a dissapointment. I'm a complete waste of talent. I'm not going to go into that though. Another person, who I actually had respect and trust in, belittled ( Read more... )

While I'm updating tonight I might as well add this: Your probably thinking, "god, he is such an asshole". But while your thinking that, I'm thinking, "well you know, I wouldnt be giving you shit right now, if you didnt do anything wrong, now would I?" So yah. Im pretty pissed. To be truly honest, Im border line furious. For those of you who have ( Read more... )

I just wanted to say thanx to whoever left a loud message on my answering machine at my house. Thank you soo much. I got bitched at for awhile b/c of it. My step dad was pissed thank you. I never got to hear it b/c I was at work. Lets put it this way, call my cell phone and leave a voice message on there, rather than my house, b/c thats why I have ( Read more... )

oh yah, for those of you who are gonna tell me you cried b/c you got upset, well thats too bad. what about me and how I feel. How about the way you made me feel? Yah. Sit on that one. So you feel low? Well you think you cant take life anymore, well then save yourself the time if you feel like killing yourself, so go ahead and do it.

Ok, I'm not playing this game. Today I was so tired and aggrivated with the constant bs from people who tell you one thing, and then show another, I punch my car radio out. I broke it flat out. I busted my knuckle and am now even more pissed b/c my radio is fuckin broke. I was tired of it skippin on cd's anyway. Yah. For those of you that I called ( Read more... )

So, if you are one of my 'friends' who think I might be talking about you, your probably right. But for those of you who know that your ok with me, you have nothing to worry about. But I fucking hate people soo much b/c of their selfish nature. Damn, I'm a little selfish now and then but I have every right to be... Wish I was Sephiroth...

Okay. Yah. Friends suck. A lot of you 'friends' of mine only come around or call me when you want something. To name someone in particular.. JOHN! Fuck-tard. I'm tired of driving around for people, or going to help someone, or helping someone, and not getting SHIT in return. SO! Again, I'm trimming my list of friends. Its like the only person who ( Read more... )

Well, I'm declaring myself unavailable. I'm not with anyone, and I do not plan on looking. I had a talk with someone very close to me today, and I was convinced, that I shouldn't care about anything other than whats going on. So, I'm "unavailabl". I'm not chasing after anyone, nor am I attempting to get anyones attention. I will not date anyone who ( Read more... )

Hahaha.. I just love ruining friendships. It seems like I'm really good at doing that. Sucks because I have desires, wants, and needs just like everyone else. Sucks that I'm NOT allowed to have them, and when I express them, someone doesn't wanna hear it, and then thats the end of that. Love how that shit works. I love how much they say their your ( Read more... )

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